Self-denial

Refusing to go
Im not allowing myself
To make mistakes
Refusing to see
Any difference
In the before or after life
I go between
Refusing to eat
Refusing to sleep
I just might live for another hour

I cannot see
I cannot hear
You shut your mouth
Refuse to say
Another word
Even thought
My mind is here
My body is not
Refusing to breathe
Refusing to live
I just might see the other side
Where i would be free from self-denial
Where i would be free from self-denial

Refusing to breathe
Refusing to live
I just might see the other side
Where i would be free from self-denial
Where i would be free from self-denial